Wednesday, November 25, 2009






I have decided to re-activate my dead blog by supplying oxygen to it. I am in love with this new-'girly' OUTLOOK!!..hahahaha..anyway,those who have been disappointed with me with regards to my 'frequent' updates,my apologies.I have been busy with life. I am excited, tensed and anxious with whatever that is happening.. I am not upset but am hoping for the BEST!!:P..I love being showered with BHAJANS!! It lifts me up.makes me strong,breaks me down and tells me FAITH makes u STRONGER...well, I never expect anything from HIM in return of my faith..cause he makes sure I learnt a lesson well and deep enough. I know I am getting very emotional now.I should stop!..ANYWAY,we may go INLINE SKATING tommorrow!!!..if we do, I am going to embarass myself badly but I am sure I will enjoy my time with my LOVED ones...

anyway just to update what has been happening..some pics...


Tuesday, March 17, 2009





ESPLANADE has always been our fav. spot to chill..we decided to chill there after work



Its been quite some time since we went to town together..it was so fun!



In the train..holding hands...rubbing shoulders..and teasing each other..(a good reward for finishing my assignment on time)



We grabbed something from breadtalk and headed towards ourvenue, exchanging about our view on work and people around us.He makes me feel like i'm an angel and yes, the devil at times but I GUESS i have both of it in ME! We caught Karen Nunis Darkstone performing...WE love MUSIC.



Anyway, peeps there's this heineken Music club on the rooftop garden..nice ambience ,looks costly.a bar with class, i would say. We chose a spot and started munching down dinner..we gazed at the lights..and we started singing.i love the way he sings into my ear.( ok, i will not go there..hahahaha)







And, he sang me a song!...wanna hear?!click on the tab!



hey baby - vadi-my sweetheart


Thursday, February 26, 2009

The scene that depicts siva drinking the poison so that the innocent are not harm...


THE narasimma..what i love..amidst all the anger, can you spot the calm prakalathan?

i love this painting...krishna and radha...all attractive...


THE hero..hanuman..check out the details in the way his face is...god! i love the paintings!








Thursday, February 05, 2009

I am indeed proud to have a brother like mine...

He has moulded himself through experiences and dad's teachings. YES, i agree that my brother can be irritating, rude and very insensitive to others feelings at time. Well, I am not being defensive but he behaves like that when he feels that person deserves it..It's his way of saying, I don't like this aspect in you..hey, he never fakes himself for anyone..even ME! He has grown into a handsome, smart and cheeky man!

I am happy. because he finally reached for and won the light(my ladies will know what I AM SAYING). I feel so worried when he gets into messy situations. I am a very protective sister, U BREAK HIS HEART..simple thing, I BREAK YOUR FACE!...As jes says, he's a softie too...I hate to see my little brother cry cause he brings nothing but laughter in my life. Well he's well loved, respected , pampered and treasured by people around him. Even when I try sabo-ing him, JES will always be prepared to shield him and yes, hit back at Me! see, what I mean!

I was tired and tried calling him to fetch him. He obligied and waited 90 mins for me...on our ride back, we nearly hit a car. He changed his lane without signaling. My brother horned. He held onto my hands tightly...making me feel touched. Hell yea, I MISS BIKE RIDES WITH BEE!! (vadi more slower,safer)

After eating dinner, coming to the dam, we were stopped by police checks...hahaha...but we were told to go.. I told muthu, dey prob. thought after looking at him, oh, wife ah! since i look so matured! i know its crazy, even he laughed so hard...

Anyway Muthu(if u still have the habit of reading my blog), I never tell you this all the time,

I LOVE U!


Sunday, February 01, 2009

I know I have been missing for a while...its february now...after my last post.


Please pardon me, I am so tired after work that I do not wish to switch on my laptop.

I just want to spend time with people, sleep and yes, eavesdrop on Muthu's phone calls(like he claims).

so Yes, Please tolerate my faithfulness to this blogspot...

The annual sastha pillaigal CNY beach affair was a enjoyable event...it was so popular that when we played dog and bone...there were audiences..hahahaha...


anyway back to the tittle, I had very colourful conversations with different people...


the friday, SKINHEAD GIG AT BUGIS...


I went to tekha, blue diamond to have dinner with my ladies. As I had to get worms for the weekend projects. I decided to call praba for help. He was so sweet to check it out for me! THANKS PRABA!!!..amidst his kavadi preparations. The girls went to do threading..I badly need one but just feel so lazy to go under the thread...argghhh!!!


We headed down to skinhead gig...it was in an alley in bugis...Fai met us there and I got myself 2 tops from dorothy Perkins. I was scared first...very scared.. I didn't want to go but I trusted AZE..so I went along... We were standing with her friends' band. My heart was thumping..I loved the music...the guitar and the drums makes you wanna dance. What shocked me was how they were dancing to it. They were moshing each other, in simple terms...shoving each other... till at some parts, they fall and get stepped on...OUCH! I went to chill with them and made new friends. HALIMUN AND MANDEEP SINGH...


I realised they are not what I perceived them to be, They were friendly funny and yes very , funky! The first question I asked, Isn't it painful? Their reply, its brotherhood..tomoro then pain...hahaha...I learnt that in singapore there are two types, ADELPHI AND FORUM. and they have their own Brothers who look after them..or are highly respected. Anyway, they have education. Halimun is an ITE graduate and Mandeep was the top '0' level student in normal academic stream this year. I got rid of the fear and am looking forward the next gig.


THE TAXI RIDE..


The both of us have been taking taxi since his bike went into ICU FOR THREE WEEKS NOW

poor him! but i have been having fun, walks...

So yes, the taxi driver had just paid respect to his late friend..and was starting his shift again.

I kept quiet BUT listened to him intensely... hE spoke about how music influences him and how he feels that indian music has it influences in western music...than he made this statement..I am a musician..no, I WAS a musician. I didn't wanna say anything so I kept quiet...But inside of me, I asked, Just because he stopped being a jazz pianist, does not mean he's not a musician. He still is...everybody is...RIGHT?! ever since, I did some readings on my music modules, alot of perceptions have changed and I am more open now to identify and respect other genres...


well, music is a way of life....


ok.bf nagging.wants to sleep.wants to say good night.wants me to turn off the laptop.


Byes.Before I scream at him!


P.S. ONE OF THE TOPS FROM FRI'S SHOPPING...I LOVE MY SHADES!



Sunday, January 04, 2009


Photos with dear ones !!!






Muthu and hema slackings!!

Nanz explanins...

Pictionary!


ok...hema is ok-ok in drawing..hahahaha



Charades!




vadi, close ur mouth la!

Not so aggresive pls! lol!

Haven't guess? too bad!


Muthu stuffing himself with food

Mamz and his ta-pou!

Flower Power

Lots of laughter!

CHANDRAMUKHI- HEMA


laughin at the other team!

THe maddy- substitute! now jes, stop laughing!


The smiley, serious and sexy!



Oops!


Personal shot


Henna 1



Nanz caught in the act!The pillow man!


I love ICE CREAM!

hema, i realised, we have the same family nose!....
Lil' one


Henna 2!
I like dis shot!

SLEEPY Jes!The hot lil bro!

















































Happy New YEAR! 2009!












I am happy that 2008 has passed and 2009 is here! Anyway, 2008 has been a rewarding year with lots of lessons to be learnt. I had best of times. I quarelled lesser with people around me. I learnt to keep my temper in check. I have learnt what people REALLY thought about me. I learnt how to have fun and appreciate people around me. I am glad 2008 was the way it was, and cannot wait to see what 2009 has in store with me...!












Anyway, the end of 2008 was abit rough, with tears and temper rising high...but I had my sisters...HEMA, NANDHINI and JES...I had lots of fun in hema and nana's place...we had food, PICTIONARY, CHARADES( with mama and yea, my very and yes " I have never" game...I LAUGHED AND DID HENNA, N PAINTED MY NAILS IN WEIRD COLOURS...baby finished work early and we spent our afternoon together..we didn't celebrate our NEW YEAR together cause I had to be at Jes' place to help out and he had a new party at his place..OF COURSE, i felt upset but there's always another NEW year!












Back to work, the weekends went smooth...weekays gonna start tomorrow.












Going back to assignments.. NO FUN!! the blog will be more bare...help me if u can by tagging and reminding me ..hahahaha












sends my love to all..who read even if u think i'm an enemy..haha


















n yes, tha picturesque memories..




















Monday, December 29, 2008

i AM EMOTIONALLY TORMENTED...

I HAV ALWAYS WANTED US TO BE WE...US..BUT YOU NEVER

SHOWED IT MATTERS TO YOU! WHEN TIMES ARE BAD, I STILL INSIST WE

DO THINGS TOGETHER...WHEN YOU SAY, YOU CAN'T DO IT..I HAVE ALWAYS SAID

IT'S FROM US...MONEY ISN'T AN ISSUE! ITS THE FUCKING THOUGHT!

YOU KEEP SECRETS, KEEP TELLING ME LIES...

I KEEP GETTING EMOTIONALLY ABUSED, MENTALLY PRESSURED....

SCREAM AT ME, MAKE A SCENE, THREATHEN ME TO COMMIT SUCIDE....

I AM SO DONE AND OVER WITH YOUR DRAMA...WHEN WILL YOU

EVER LEARN I AM PART OF YOU!!!!

* i am feeling very emo...have crried for hours...dun ask me what happened..jus hope the best happens*




The picture depicts how i feel........