I learnt pretty lot at work today...Firstly, wen your student is coughing too much..check his temperature ,if not he's gonna vomit any moment...YEA..today one of my child vomitted and I had to clean it up as Aunt had already gone home....Its quite common in the early childhood field where u get to see vomit,mucous,blood,poo(all kind of diff. colours)..hahaha..ITS NOT EASY BEING AN EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATOR!but this stuff are only the little turn-offs...Wen u work wid children, u learn alot from dem..Today my sweetheart(not her real name), bit her fren's arms..I reprimended her and she refused to speak to me..FINE!kids hav TONS OF EGO!...Than her mum came to pick her home..she rushed up to her mum and said dis.." I sad.I bite my fren.I make teacher devi sad.I DUN WANNA make her sad. Can i go back home wid her.her mum jus stared at me blankly...I had 2 do something. I wen down 2 the child's level, put her on my lap and told i was not sad n She did not make me sad.I told her dat i felt very bad for making her feel dat way...and she HUGGED ME and said..TEACHER DEVI,NO MATTER WAT I WILL LOVE U!wid a peck on my cheek..i nearly teared..a 4 yr old jus touched the most sensitive part of me..MY HEART!i kissed her back..she wen back into her mum's arms and waved goodbye to me..wid a smile dat I WILL NVR 4GET..(her smile made me 4get the troubles i had..made me realise i'm all dat n more).

There's dis toddler who loves wondering..let's call her wonder gal ah...hahaha..she loves coming to my class n messing up my toys...So today, she came in and messed up..I told her to clean up and she went..."pl"..i couldn't get wat she wat saying so i sat down beside and asked her 2 speak in my ears and she went loudly" sach..PLEUS"(SAY PLEASE)..i giggled..i said please and she cleaned up ..dat little lady was happy dat she had corrected and I'm happy i was corrected!..TODAY WAS REALLI NICE...3 more days to everlasting flourishing year!..

CUTE AIN'T HE..ONE OF THE RASCALS I TRULY ADORE,LOVE N CHERISH..SABRUUUU!


i m jus goin into some tots..Are people faking their personalties to me?...But WHY?...To those whu are, jus stop doing it...and IF U DUN LIKE ME..DUN force urself to..cos I DUN NEED FAKE FRENS!


Anyway before i start on my adventourous shoppin experience..CHOKRIZ is down wid 2 members. Gejax n Kanthea left CHOKRIZ aft the comp. as dey have other commitments.WE're left wid five of us...MY DEAR SUBA..CRAZY JES..GORGEOUS SANGS..EVA-DETERMINED GAYA..N THE ONE WHU GOES MAD DURING DANCE PRACS..hahaha..ME! CHOKRIZ WILL GO ON N CONQUER FURTHER HEIGHTS..hahaha..like entering politics like dat!hehehehe..anyway i wanna thank everybody whu werked hard and tolerated my nonsense..n WE DID WELL IN THE COMP.SERIOUSLY BABES, the 7 of u not there!..I WOULD NOT HAVE WON THE PRIZE!love u all...

* dis special msg to JES!,

U HAVE BEEN THE SISTA TO LIFT ME UP WENI WAS DOWN, U TOLERATED ALL THE FCUKING SHIT I GAVE U, U TAUGHT ME TO LOVE IS TO TRUST N UNDERSTAND N TO COMPROMISE, U MADE ME REALISE SISTAS R THE BEST BOND U CAN EVA GET..U HAVE BEEEN MY MENTOR, MY GUARDIAN ANGEL NOW N FORVER!~loves u crazy~(now babe,dun tear)...hahaha

*TO the little brat in the hse..(ma bruder), U HAVE BEEN THE BRUDER DAT EVERY OTHER SISTA WOULD ENVY ME 4 U.THE BOND WE SHARE CAN'T NEVER BE BROKEN! U TAUGHT ME THAT UR LOVED ONES WILL LOVE MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE,UR ATTITUDE N MATUREDNESS AMAZES ME(nt lot of ppl knw abt dis..but those whu dun knw,dun matter)..BRUDER,THE NITE WEN I N JES WERE HURT N U COULDN'T SLEEP BECOS U WERE DISTURBED..MADE ME REALISE U R ONE OF THE BEST BRUDERS THE 2 OF US CAN GET.I THANK GOD EVERYDAY 4 DAT..IF I DO HAVE A NEXT BIRTH,I WOULD LOVE TO BE UR SISTA AGAIN(elder.cos u simple bully younger ones..hahahaha)..

PHEW! damn long ah..i mus express myself la..these 2 have been the pillars whu support me n i have been the one whu have crashed down the pillars so many times..but these 2 nvr gave up hope on me n always stood by me..BLOOD IS ALWAYS THICKER THAN WATER!HAHAHA..love u love u both lots..*SORRY 4 THE TIMES I HURT U GUYS*

Now..my shopping spree wid him...simply superb..I bought gifts 4 JD(ma mamz n akka-couple watch)..GG(ma 2 gorgeous giggly sis-in-laws-DIVA bag in 2 diff colours)...DAD(love of my life-belt)..MUM(my creator-pearl earrings)..BRO(lovable irritant- jacket)..n than i had to get my secret wisher wateva she asked 4!..its was an XL jacket.. i HAD to WALK ALL ARD TOA PAYOH..to find an XL jacket..but i totally forgot the colour..*shit*i got the person a beige jacket with pink at the side n a abercrombie shirt...I tot it was gaya..n i told vadi if it was SUBA, i'm gonna kill her becos she would be able to fit L..n guess wat it was HER- my bestie!..hahaha..she called to thank me!..suba my bestie my akka..my soulsSISTA!..hahaha..love u di..

MY GIFTS....
from him..couple ring,couple watch..
JES N DEV..a pink cushion wid PRINCESS(its damn soft n nice...)
MA SANTA(Roshan)..A trendy OP pink wallet..(gosh all my gifts r turnin pink...hahaha)
GEJAX N GOWRI..dis very sexy..classy n or so-my-kind black velevt jacket..(love it!)
SANGS DEARIE..dis classy bracelet..hmmm..great taste!
~ GIFTS or NOT... i still love everyone..and the most important gift is LOVE~
*will put pics of my gifts up soon!!*


...It was a memorable day!!...I WILL NVR EVA 4get it!..Drop- dead gorgeous him!..Delicious dinner and a heart-thumping GIFT!i can't believe dat i hav loved a man 4 so long..becos..i used to get sick n tired of being wid the same GUY!but dis GUy is so so different..the way he looks at me...smiles n holds me wid tenderness..I'M FRAGILE!my mum told me dis once.."A MAN WHU LOVES HIS MUM, WILL LOVE HIS WIFE WELL". i KNOW HE LOVES HIS MUM MORE than me .. but dat doesn't matter!I LOVE MY DAD, JES N MUTU MORE THAN HIM AS WELL..!but he's the only one..whu makes butterflies fly in my stomanch wen he says I LOVE U,DEVI!hahaha..dis yr..lemme see..we got couple rings..couple watches..matching polo tees...hahahaha...i got him a JACKET!..he got me A GUESS WALLET!..the moment i saw it... my mouth jus opened up in awe! even tho he has little money 4 his own..he doesn't mind blowing it up on me( I'M WORTH IT..HEHEHE)!

I've been stressed 4 the past weeks..feeling of rejection,dissapointment and upset,n ma dad said dis to me " C'mon dun be upset!, God is jus settling some things becos THE NEW YEAR IS COMING..he's wans u to hav a beta year ahead" n ya..DAD'S RIGHT(he always is)! I AM LOOKIN 4WARD 4 A BETA YEAR WID FAMILY,HIM,
JD

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MA NEW LOVE C.H.O.K.R.I.Z!LOVE U ALL!












some pics we took..take a peek!

















HONEY,U BLOW ME AWAY WID UR KISSES..