Sunday, September 21, 2008

sorry for those who have been visiting..only to see my dearest PRANTA'S music video

THe reason is my busy schedule..
Mon-WED...tution after 7...
THursay is my only free day....
Friday ..tuition again
i work on saturdays...
sundays...tuition and work in d afternoon...

Busy earning money...hoping to save enough..for my further studies

Well, MARRIAGE can wait..not sure if I HAVE got the groom..(vadi is gonna kill me...hahaha)

Anyway, love life is at PEAK...for the moment..

with him, gifing me suprises...sending lovey dovey msgs...choosing me over bruders...

well, it comes in seasons..so ya enjoying while I CAN...

something to share...

She was a happy teacher who loved teaching her children but there was a child who often disturbed her mind...so she wished HE would NOT attend class on that day...her wish did not come true...she dreaded to see HIM...and was pushed to the extreme of having a horrible class...

After class, she shut and latched the door...tears ran down her cheeks and she could not stop sobbing...she was ashamed of herself for giving up hope and LOVE...HOW COULD SHE RESENT A CHILD WHO WANTS HER LOVE??? why did she feel this way?

He was special in his own way, he only interacted with her...and loved to hold her and be close to her..he could not socialise and would love it if his hands were wet with saliva..this did not disgust her...what made her feel bad was, she could not HELP him! he was not given the correct attention and the right teaching method because he was just too special to be in there...FACING a denying parent, all she could do was to reassure the parent, she will try her best...

He loved rubbing his nose against her bosoms and pulling her hair with a tug..the moment she becomes firm, he curls up into a little ball, making her feel remorseful...she would console him...and herself...but now, the class was getting out of hands...so she decided to put her foot down and asked him to sit even when he whined, it fell on her deaf ears...

that day, before he left, he said I love u...without any eye contact...she whispered I love u tooo...and he blabbered.. .I LOVE U MORE THAN MY MUMMY...AND HER HEART sank to the floor..

dat is why, she felt teaching was the best for her..and he was her PERSONAL favourite...

THE she is no other but YOURS TRULY...