hahaha..today i had a shopping spree with my dearest. we went to bugis. He is going for reservist and i'm going to be so alone!..i bought lots and lots of stuff. The day before, I went to vivo and bought a dress from topshop.Its been so long since i shopped in that label.Simple black dress with lovely puffs.I love it. Wearing it today for the dinner with my bosses and dancing with my colleagues at ST.James. Can't wait!









Friday was usual..busy busy!..after my first nursery class, i had to finish up my lesson plans.Prep for class.and lots of other tiny bits!.i looked shacked at the end of the day!hahahaha..we had some lame fire talk and my colleagues as usual.teasing the poor guy.me AND khaireen made palns to go sim lim square..I wanted to check out the digital cameras..n then we called the rest.Earnie came along.Yani came along.N we went to BUGIS to makan.I AM SO BROKE!.but mum helped me transfer money..haha!



Its been so long since i saw my favourite bitch, my best friend!...She is a very very busy nurse!..2day, i wen over to her place to watch the movie, Jangan pandang blankang..But we did not go beyond 15 mins of the movie..because all i did was shut my eyes tight and cover my ears. Jes said" switch it off" she's not going to see at all.And ya.. i was forcing them to switch it off!..and than jes had to leave.. her dad was coming to pick her!I ate at suba's place. Talked w it her about taking my licence, she was encouraging me.SHE'S IN PRACTICAL 5!.i may go wid her for practicals!..ANYWAY, i can't wait to be in control of a bike!..VROOM VROOM!!i loved talking with her, my birthday, our gals' nite out and dancing again!!hahaha..I MISS DANCING!ANYWAY THANKS DEVAN MAMZ!,4 SENDING ME HOME! SO NICE!

CONFESSION: I wish i can sleep all day and work in my dreams...lolx!


It was a family day out. We went to amk hub to do some window shopping and have dinner. The place is so so crowded. so we decided to have dinner at another coffeshop at ANG MO KIO.!i took some pics wid my evil tWin,MUMMY!hahaha





On friday, i went out with the Reens..Khaireen and Ereen!..it was so fun..After work, we went to yishun. To have TEH TARIK. Along the road where chong pang nasi lemak is, It was so funny! i kept on laughing..and laughing. After buying parata for them, the meal was on me!and then we took a bus to WOODLANDS..because there is a pasar malam there!..hahaha..we went walking around.and than khaireen's hubby,salihin joined us!we bought drinks because we were tired from LAUGHING. Now the malay-in movie is JANGAN PADANG BLAKANG!...so the vcd shops were playing it...KHAIREEN HAS seen the movie..so she called me and ereen to see one of the scences. The door would be shaking and when the hero opens the door, there will be NOONE!THE phone will ring...he will go down to answer. When he answers, the ghost will be goin.."aaaahhh" over again..Ereen will see a black lining on the ceiling so she asked"is that the ghost". As me and ereen focused, the guy turned and the ghost was standing dere! It was a shock for us..so me and ereen screamed...AARGGGGHHHH!everyone in the pasar malam looked at us!shhheshhh!...WE BOUGHT STICKERS!i enjoyed the nite. did some photo shoot towards the end!..

CONFESSION: i LIKED THE BAGS...too bad...anything after the 26th!




GUESS WHAT!!i'm getting a PAY rise!! hahaha!...SO I HAVE DECIDED TO REGISTER FOR MY CLASS 2 LICENSE..MOTORBIKE LICENSE!!dis month!can't wait!


MY ADDICTION NOW AND 4EVER...i will soon be riding..in this!























DURGA DEVI SIVAJI- the girl with happiness covered with droplets of love.


I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART.

When i love , i tend to love with my all. Some may say it is bad AND others that is good. I believe that when i love with all my heart, i get more happiness from the relationship. I have matured. i do not bear grudges with anyone once i have settled my issues with them. I believe there is always another chance in working things out. I have learnt that it is alright to have squabbles. When you feel the distance, you tend to yearn for the love more. I have learnt when you cry, you learn the value of the relationship.The value..IRREPLACEABLE! I hav learnt when your loved ones make mistakes, you must know how to clean the slate and start over. I have learnt that when you fall, your loved ones are there to hold on to you.I have learnt when you have fun, never take them for granted. I have learnt when hugs are given,embrace it with sincerity. I have learnt when times are bad, understanding each other is essential. I have learnt when fights break out, attitude and arrogrance must take the back seat. I have learnt when your loved ones are mad, some giving in would not hurt. I have learnt not to misuse my love ones for selfish reasons. I have learnt when i love i must love with all my heart.

if not for all my loves , i would not have learnt how to love with all my heart.*SHOUTS* i dedicate this post to my loves and those who have my name under your loves.kekekeke. LOVE and be loved!





dedicated to JD,VD...AND ALL THE OTHER COUPLES OUT DERE!


i'm actually very bored..nothing to do..I HAVE MY ASSIGNMENTS BUT CANNOT SEEM 2 WORK ON IT NOW!missing my boyfren!was jus filled wid hid thoughts today..OK PEOPLE, it is gonna be a very MUSHY entry now!...I jus wanted him 2 be there with me!..dun know..jus missed him! nothin much today! I CLEANED UP MY CLASSROOM...reallli clean!..now it looks so presentable! I hav been working alone because my colleague's father-in-law passed away..so ya, she's away on compassionate leave!..i had 2 handle the class on my own!which is not so bad now!After werk, i headed home, took the bus!..n slept the whole journey!...i was headin home wen jes smsed to meet up 4 dinner..but i wasn't hungry and i was home..I FELT LAZY!Devan n jes came back to 418(coffeshop near my place) to ease their hunger pangs.I MET THEM WEN THEY WERE FINISHING!..guess wat! i actually had a soya bean waiting 4 me..SPOILT!...n than Ravi anna joined us..toked!ME DISTRACTED BY HIS THOUGHTS,SMSING HIM!...n den i had a call from moksha commitee asking 4 the group photo. So i tried paran but he was busy and Sara does not liek doing last minute work. SO I DID MYSELF...N DIS IS HOW IT LOOKED!








CONFESSION:I HAVE RECEIVED THE GST OFFSET PACKAGE LETTER!!AND MY SHOPPING LIST IS READY!..kekekeke!


I am so interested in baking now. I asked jes if she wanted to bake for all the mothers 4 the dinner on sunday(mother's day dinner-maternal side).AND SHE SAID YES!!..excited bought stuff from sembawang and Devan mamz..was also influenced by the baking talking..he baked for his mum!!!...we borrowed movies..THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA!..baked the strawberry muffin till perfection(2 tries)..spreaded the icing...n went home 2 sleppp at 1 a.m...next afternoon..i had 2 go 2 werk, to cover earnie..AFTER WERK, I WENT back to jes's house 4 the finishing touches..N me n jes decided to do a side business...baking and we're callin it.."SWEET DESIRE".







wHAT i needed







i so wanna update abt the couple nite, we had. but i promised myself that i will only do it with photos. I'M WAITING FOR JES 2 PASS IT 2 ME.she's been busy, burning the midnite oil for her assignments.!

SO LET ME SPEAK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN MY CLASS ON SATURDAY.
on saturdays, i have my own class. which is the early reading and writing class. my kids hav been wid me for a month and they are starting to open themselves up to me!!..let me see if i can recall all deir names. WE HAVE JEROME,NATHANIAL,AZRA,SANIKA,MARY,JOSHUA,RANDALL AND NADZIRAH! THE KIDS sat at different tables to do work. After doing the reading wif me, they have a alphabet booklet to finish and colour. ALL WENT SMOOTH TILL THE COLOURING PART!...BOY picked up baby blue. GIRL shouted, hey its a girl's colour. BOY puts it down and picks up a yellow. GIRL SHOUTS AGAIN!. BOY looks and retorts " hey, there is no such thing as boy or girl colour!". GIRL LOOKS BACK AT HIM AND SAYS..YES!, U JUS DUN KNOW!.BOY mutters " all the colours are for everybody, that's wat mummy said."GIRL whu is now very irritated,"do you have pink shirts?,no! becos u boy, u dun wear that colour". BOY whu is now as hot as a kettle, " U HAV SHORT HAIR, DOES DAT MAKE U A BOY?"..CLASSROOM IN SILENCE!..GIRL LOOKS AWAY.BOY SMILES. end of conversation.

I had my reasons for not interrupting the conversation.

1. I wanted to know which were the "boy" or "girl" labelled colours.
2.I wanted to see their communication skils. which is excellent for 4 year olds!
3. I BELIEVE, children must learn the skill of settling things themselves at times but not until, one decides to plunge his/her teeth into the soft skin of the fren's.

We, adults tend to label colours to gender. PINK DRESS. BLUE SHIRT....would it make a difference if we were to wrap the male babies in pink and female in blue?. WOULD WE STILL SAY PINK IS FOR GIRLS AND BLUE IS FOR BOYS!?!..go wonder and tag me on ur opinions...me OPEN TO CRITICISM!


CONFESSION:I SAW A NICE DRESS AT PHUTHURE LONDON DURING LUNCH BREAK..SHADES OF BLUE..N IT LOOKED SO NICE(SATIN)!...PRICE(TOO MUCH 4 M3 2 AFFORD NOW)...LOVED IT THO!


I AM FEELIN RAVENOUS!!...i had a heavy lunch but i am still feeling as if my stomach lacks the fuel to munch on!Today before leaving for uncle house, muthu switched to VIJAY TV(an india channel provided by STARHUB). They were airing a drama. A SINGAPORE-MADE TAMIL DRAMA! i am NOT that kind of person who woud be immersed in a drama and follow it every other week.This drama caught my attention because i did not see it locally being advertised or aired!..I AM NOT SURE but have any of you heard of this drama called, VIBARITHA VAPATHU(which means fatal accident). It started with images of a club scene( even vomitting in the toilet,GROSS!) and i only recognised it's a singapore-based drama after i saw the setting. DRUNK DRIVER PRECIPITATELY STEERING HIS MERCEDES AND CAUSING IT TO COLLIDE INTO A MOTORBIKE! SHIT!..i bellowed. MUTHU stared at me. I just dislike seeing people PERISH AWAY! i could not get to see the full drama because i was in a rush to be in time for my uncle house prayer. I liked the quality of the drama. It looked like some kind posh movie! I APPRECIATE THE FACT that india media has given recognition to our local TALENTS!..IF ANYONE KNOWS, if such a drama was ever aired on our local channel, PLS TAG ME. THANKS!