Thursday, October 18, 2007
The previous post was sparked by some actions. I am not saying I regret doing it.and i do not wish to speak about it unless, someones probes me. ANYWAY NITZ, thanks for the sms in the morning and I did feel better after the night's sleep. THANKS for those who did feel for me. it is not easy to feel for other people, it is an intelliggence that some cannot achieve!...I AM LOVING COMING BACK HOME AFTER WORK, seeing Aadi running towards me and hugging me!I cannot wait to have my own children!
TOMMOROW'S chokriz prayer at gaya3's house but I CANNOT GO! I got my darn period on SUNDAY NIGHT.irritating.
I cannot wait for sunday!WHY?! I am going to go and do kumbudathananm at south bridge road! what and why is it done! lol. kumbudathanam is when people kneel and lie on the floor, take a few steps and do it again.It is hard to explain it in words.My period would have stopped by then!It's a spirtual experience for me. I have been doing it since I was a very little girl. It has a significant meaning in my life! I would probably do it till my legs tell me "hello!, we cannot carry you". My dad takes part in the fire-walking festival.and so does my brother. I cannot wait to shower in the cold water and hold the holy leaves and the lemon and pray for my loved one's safety. I would be so upset if i miss any of the fire walking festival. Last year, was my brother's first time. I COULDN'T GO!kept calling vadi.checking.checking.and vadi told me, he walked beautifully!.i teared. when i saw the video, i cried. NOW , i know why some of them who were there CRIED!My brother takes on my dad, and i would probably raise my children TO BE SOMEONE like my dad. I'm being very emotional nowdays.
anyway, i would be going this year's fire-walking to witness my dad and muthu and my uncles...walking down the fire to celebrate the victory of the goddess's promise!
LATEST!
the four ,DJVD have been heading out to restuarants lately with a someone very adorable, aadi! THO lovable, he can be quite a rascal! he sticks to jes and dev.and tests everyone's patience.*jes! vadi will be GREAT DAD!ryte* we were going back in the train, he sang songs with me. The auntie beside me said, "handsome ah boy!" and aadi gave his cheeky smile. he said thanks. The auntie asked me something, which made my tummy giggle, she asked if "he's the father" pointing to VADI!(obviously, i'm mistaken for the mum!)to think that, aadi was mistaken for our child,good looking children in our life?kakakakaka..NAH! all i want is healthy children who would love US!children!?i am loving it!
taken during our first year of courtship,i miss my curls!
DARN!i love dis picture!
