I am tired.WHY?!how can you be normal and expect me to just forget everything after a arguement?!It's like YOU-EITHER-COOL-DOWN or YOU-ANSWER-MY-QUERIES. what do you take me for? I do not cry, YES!but that does not mean my heart is made of rock! sighzz! I HATE TO BE UPSET WITH YOU! you know that for yourself. BUT HOW LONG MUST I TOLERATE YOUR SENSITIVENESS WHEN YOU JUST THINK ABOUT YOURSELF. there have been so many issues, in the end, i have to compromise, i have to learn to forgive and forget,i have to ACCEPT IT BECAUSE ITS LIKE THAT!...I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!YOU have got to understand that this girl has given almost all her strength up for you, YOU push her out of the limits,she's turning back, and not coming back!You can scream my name,let everyone in the public know that we are having problems.I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS DRAMA!i do not know why i am doing this, NO!, my relationship is not going down the drain!I'm not saying this because my family knows you and my friends like you.I TRULY LOVE YOU!even if my dad said no or my friends detested you, YOU WOULD BE THE ONE I WOULD CHOOSE!..and if that means,i cannot marry you, its ok, i would love you 4ever!

tears are rolling down my cheeks as i do this entry!..love has turned me into a matured,strong and a better person. but at times, my love makes me feel pain, burning down in my heart. I CANNOT SPEAK THIS WITH YOU! because you get all worked up and start crying. I HATE TO HEAR YOU CRY!...and do not waste your tears for me!I cannot go a day without talking to you...but.....i cannot live a insecure,tantrum-throwing man! if my departure would make you a stronger, i rather depart!...

LAYDESS WHO READ MY BLOGSPOT!: YOU KNOW WHO I AM SPEAKING ABOUT, I AM TRYING TO VENT OUT MY EMOTIONS HERE, BECAUSE I FEEL A LOT BETTER WHEN I HAVE IN WORDS. PLEASE, DO NOT MISJUDGE HIM!BECAUSE NO1 CAN EVA BE BETTER THAN HIM!a issue in my mind,sealed in my lips and now engraved in my heart!~