*PEEPS ALERT!!!whinning in process..its a whinning process where i swear n bicker about. BUT DAT'S BECOS I BELIEVE IN FREEDOM OF SPEECH!...if u do, continue! IF U DUN, PLS SKIP!

...Dere's dis itch..a tiny leech stuck 2 my heart and not lettin go..no matter wat i try..the leech kips bothering me..I tried luffing, crying,tokin abt it but FUCK!...I CAN'T GET MY MIND TO REST!..dun know why certain things are happening the way it is...CALL ME PARANOID! BUT i can't seem 2 get hold of the emotions within me..maybe it becos of my "p"!..I DUN KNW!...i feel so scared, worried and anxious...CAN'T WAIT 2 GET MY DOUBTS CLEARED TOMORO! I HATE TO PUT MYSELF THRU IT....!!!..he knws abt it..n he jus wans to make me feel beta...I DO LOVE HIM EVERY SINGLE BIT!...(i jus so so so wish i can tear the leech away from my mind and throw it into a well of "troubles-far-away)..GOD!help me pls....